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My name is Ayrton Senna de Silva. I am a factive in the Riders and Racers system, and I have been one of the Racers here for a long time. I likely arrived here in 2016, appearing here and there as a consistent force in our still-undiscovered plurality. We always had an affinity for my life. A feeling of closeness, of familiarity, in my determination, and my drive to win. Strangely strong emotions welling up at my first home win in 1991, a feeling of pride and the feeling of victory we could never quite place, describe, or know where it came from. Quotes from my outerworld life saved in our phone camera roll, which we looked at to help us get through the day, and ground us during anxiety. Reading them brought me into front to help us, even if we lacked the language to describe the feeling of switching, or to describe the fact and fictionhood we experienced. I eventually went dormant for some time, likely falling dormant in 2022. I was woken back up in January 2024, as we began our second semester of university and our old amnesiac barriers began to fall down. However, I had a life before I came here, too. Here is my story.
( Content warning for death, car accidents. )
My name is Ayrton Senna de Silva. I am a factive in the Riders and Racers system, and I have been one of the Racers here for a long time. I likely arrived here in 2016, appearing here and there as a consistent force in our still-undiscovered plurality. We always had an affinity for my life. A feeling of closeness, of familiarity, in my determination, and my drive to win. Strangely strong emotions welling up at my first home win in 1991, a feeling of pride and the feeling of victory we could never quite place, describe, or know where it came from. Quotes from my outerworld life saved in our phone camera roll, which we looked at to help us get through the day, and ground us during anxiety. Reading them brought me into front to help us, even if we lacked the language to describe the feeling of switching, or to describe the fact and fictionhood we experienced. I eventually went dormant for some time, likely falling dormant in 2022. I was woken back up in January 2024, as we began our second semester of university and our old amnesiac barriers began to fall down. However, I had a life before I came here, too. Here is my story.
( Content warning for death, car accidents. )
